Tonight I thought I would post up something I found at the bottom of a drawer several months ago. I believe I meant them to be song lyrics, but I honestly can\'t remember, in fact I don\'t really know why I wrote them.
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Why are people so cruel.
What makes them act the way they do.
Tell me, tell me why.
I tried to fit in, I tried to be like them.
They mocked me, they shunned me.
I buried it deep inside me.
Now I am laughing, as I watch their perfect lives come crumbling down.
I would sit alone at night waiting, waiting for the day my revenge will come.
You come to me with your problems, and expect me help.
Tell me, Tell me please, why should I help you.
I will not help my enemy in his hour of dred, now shut up you damn voices and get out of my head.
My head, my head, oh my aching head.
How did these voices get in my fucking head.
(the voices) you can\'t let them get away with what they have done. Revenge, revenge, we want our revenge.
I wish they were all dead these bastards from my past.
No shut up, shut up, I will not........
I must silence these voices.
I cannot take anymore.
I am not going to fight it, it is over they win (voices laughing) heh, heh, heh, heh,....He is ours we win...heh, heh, heh.
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Keep in mind, that was written in 1991, when I was a junior in HS, I was in a different state of mind back then.
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